
more like always again


at the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month I was patiently queuing to pay for my lunch fresh pasta, sauce, broccoli spears waiting in line at one of the cashiers (there were just too many discouraging scenes spilling around the self service machines) when a voice said : ‘join us in a moment of remembrance’ and before she’d even finished the sentence the lights started fading, the place fell quiet and apart from coughing everyone was silent I stared at the point of sale display opposite me at the checkout today ibuprofen, lip salve and handy wipes for coping with cold related gripes and I thought of a sappy line, as it goes: we’re lucky it’s salve not salvos then the lights flickered on, the noise came back and my bougie lunch trundled off down the track and I felt a bit cowed – The Somme, The Blitz all that suffering and dying FOR THIS?